faith can be a way for others to mislead and degrade you. i respect you not because of faith, but because like me, you picked a goal and worked towards it. you have led a hardcore interesting life, and if we are forced to reincarnate then i would love to do it with you, so that I won't have to be alone, and so that our energies could be more compatible.
you don't need to fear because you are ready. you have always been ready, you never had property or kids to tie you down.
there are worse things than dying.