Have you ever experienced parts of your mind acting independent of your will? Have you ever experienced your own hands and legs and muscles being controlled by something else? Do you know also that the only way I got through this so well in the psych ward was because of my occult knowledge, because if I had panicked and started to engage in fear thought, those fears would have blown up instantly and manifested in very powerful ways and sent me to hell very fast. You have to be very calm even as parts of your mind act independent of you, calmly observing a storm of thoughts rushing through your mind and becoming intensely amplified, calm while you flop around on the ground and the security guards drag you into a room to keep you safe, etc. are you prepared to deal with this? If you are then eventually you can start to program the experience. You also need a very clear mind to begin with a good state of mind, because everything in your mind will blow up and manifest very fast, and you want a good starting conditions so that whatever takes form it will be something beautiful. If someone disturbs you even by accident with an off-putting comment or who just talks the wrong way to you or whatever too this can seriously fuck you. You may act out the suggestions of other people both good or bad. It's very important that you don't be around the wrong people at the wrong time and that you eventually learn to fix your aura so there are filters, because this shit rips holes in your aura, and makes you capable of doing incredible things you'd never normally do whether that's thinking at a higher level, performing feats of physical strength or balance or singing, etc. you can do amazing things. You should also read the volume about the subconscious in personal power and the first volume about the self.
You don't listen the worst outcome is you'll be plagued by delusions and you'll do regrettable things and you will go down a downward spiral of madness, terror, and self-destruction. If you do manage to pull things off right though you will be massively increased IQ, able to visualize things perfectly, rapid learning, etc. incredible mind powers.
Also despite everything I fucked up my thermoregulation. Maybe some suggestions or ideas lodged in my mind that fucked it. So be prepared for nausea, or vomiting, or spasms, or not being able to remainPost too long. Click here to view the full text.