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I wish I knew what the fuck is wrong with me.

Fortune
Anybody with money to burn will easily find someone to tend the fire.

tfw unrequited love for a russian transman

rip off my nards

Ppl who want men to go to therapy because they realize how harmful they are in their relationships as partners & fathers but cnt understand how those same men can be harmful to the therapist? But I guess the therapists are just supposed to take it cause “job”. No.

What's the longest you've been sick for non-stop mintboard?

Come to think of it this 2 months of suffering isn't the longest I've suffered before, there was one fall a few years ago when I mixed bleach and other chemicals and gassed myself hoping to die, and foam came out of my mouth and a literal stream of water ran down my eyes (like not tear-drops, just a stream of water) and I was nauseated all of fall, winter, until a specific day in April when I was spontaneously cured while reading a book called "The Human Atmosphere" by Walter J. Kilner after seeing it referenced in Manly P. Hall's "The Secret Teachings of All Ages". What happened is I kept trying to read it out loud and record the narration and I became so much determined to do this that somehow, in a sudden moment of realization, I was cured and could just read and was fine. Every single day for those many months I would be nauseated, gag, and sometimes vomit up until that specific day.

By the time that sickness finally lifted I was so tired of that specific form of sickness, of the constant nausea, to me it was the worst thing ever.

Now I feel like this cold is the worst thing ever because of how intense it is and how long it has gone on. It's also I should add not subjective; when other people shake my hand it's like shaking the hand of a corpse.

I probably can cure this with mind power but I just am so prone to doubting myself, to having no confidence in things, to questioning myself, to wondering if something I manifest just happened by chance, etc. It's a big part of why I really want to learn telekinesis, instant feedback, no doubts. But maybe what I should do is just cure myself sickness and when it's over simply announce it's over, that I am well, and not mention anything metaphysical about it. Then with the sickness out of the way I'll work on my other metaphysical projects I consider very important like the union of the three minds and the telekinesis project.

makes you think

A 49 year old man killed himself about 100 feet from where I'm currently standing on the train tracks. He got hit by the LRT while walking down the tracks. Quite spooky how many places around me I can go to now that I know someone died. There's a burned out gas station near me that has remained as it is now for decades and nobody has taken down the structure and put some other building up where a guy got curbstomped to death, now someone died on the train tracks super close to me, not too far off my friend was killed nearby the burger king, down by rim park a guy was stabbed to death in the cafeteria area, lots of people have died around St. John's, etc.

Bones grant me strength

Eugene is 30