What's the longest you've been sick for non-stop mintboard?
Come to think of it this 2 months of suffering isn't the longest I've suffered before, there was one fall a few years ago when I mixed bleach and other chemicals and gassed myself hoping to die, and foam came out of my mouth and a literal stream of water ran down my eyes (like not tear-drops, just a stream of water) and I was nauseated all of fall, winter, until a specific day in April when I was spontaneously cured while reading a book called "The Human Atmosphere" by Walter J. Kilner after seeing it referenced in Manly P. Hall's "The Secret Teachings of All Ages". What happened is I kept trying to read it out loud and record the narration and I became so much determined to do this that somehow, in a sudden moment of realization, I was cured and could just read and was fine. Every single day for those many months I would be nauseated, gag, and sometimes vomit up until that specific day.
By the time that sickness finally lifted I was so tired of that specific form of sickness, of the constant nausea, to me it was the worst thing ever.
Now I feel like this cold is the worst thing ever because of how intense it is and how long it has gone on. It's also I should add not subjective; when other people shake my hand it's like shaking the hand of a corpse.
I probably can cure this with mind power but I just am so prone to doubting myself, to having no confidence in things, to questioning myself, to wondering if something I manifest just happened by chance, etc. It's a big part of why I really want to learn telekinesis, instant feedback, no doubts. But maybe what I should do is just cure myself sickness and when it's over simply announce it's over, that I am well, and not mention anything metaphysical about it. Then with the sickness out of the way I'll work on my other metaphysical projects I consider very important like the union of the three minds and the telekinesis project.
My whole life I've been extremely fatigued and drained of energy. Just keeps getting worse
3 weeks with the swine flu.