ok so i took a 100 dollar uber to her apartment, i came in, i asked her wheres the bathroom since i need to take a piss. after i come out, shes on her phone, thne i just askng simple questions like how was your day etc etc, then i asked if i can undress and shes like "yeah", she gets off her phone, i undress, I asked her if i can take off my underwear, she's like laughing and asked me why am i "asking" and to just do it.
After I get out, I keep talking to her and looking away while laughing (making small talk), shes like "calm down, your kind of scaring me, you should relax", I kept talking since I kept calling myself a "beta", shes like where did you hear about that word while laughing, then IM like on different sites.
ok shes on top of me and asks me if im a virgin, i lie and tell her no, later she she asks me if i have friends at all, i tell her yes. I ask her for a condom, she gives it to me, i put it on, my penis isnt able to get hard, and i didnt want to stick it in her for her to think its small, so i stop and ask to just talk
she then asks me why are calling yourself a "beta/loser", i told her its because im self aware, she later asks me if im an "incel", i tell her yes, i was surprised etc she knew wht a incel was, she was like "im 23, everyone my age knows what a incel is", shes like i dont look like a neckbeard etc and says im attactive and look like mohammed ali, she said i would lots of girls if i knew how to dance (lol), I then talk to her about incels.
I was like holding in a wierd way and just rolling around since i didnt know what i was supposed to do, it was wierd af tbh, i was silent while doing, i was just saying "ummmm" while rolling her body around, she didnt make any movements, she prolly thought i would know wht to do
after a few min she was like "what is this", while i was holding in a wierd ass postition just groping her lol
later she tries to to turn me on by spraing me "with weed spray" its supposed to make you relax, she starts doing some wierd tounge licking thing or something idk, im still not able to get hard, I call myself a loser, and say i didnt know i was this pathetic, I told her it may because i watch to much hentai and then shes like wiered out and akss me why i like incest hentai so much.
she then says, you should be more confident, i dont like men who arent confidenet with themselves. Im like sorry etc, or w.e, i talk to her about uni while looking to waPost too long. Click here to view the full text.